Sacasia's Hideout
2001 - 2003

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The pressure builds.
Like air in a tire, about ready to blow.
Like an ocean, the deeper you get.Out of control.
Like the wind, it has the only power.
Like ice on the road, don't even think about hitting the brakes.
Like always, time has the true power, we have to follow it.
I just pray it will give me the time to get things right.
I think it may be on my side, but only time will tell

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CAROUSEL

It's going
much too fast
The wind
in my hair
is no longer
exciting
nobody else
seems to notice
i remember
watching others
ride
and wanting
to be
where they are
why?
i don't remember
now i am
here
spinning
only catching
a glimpse of how
things used to
be
and catching
a smaller glimpse
of how things
could be
all the
while
where i
am
is blurred
my eyes are
watering
it's too
windy
where's
holden?

too much
time
alone
too little
re-cooperation
re-juvination
to little
time
for work
OVERLOAD
OVERKILL
STOP
shutdown
for a day
for a week
shut down
indefinetly
closed
due to....
aggrivation
apathy
circumstance
circumstance
circumstance
change!
back!
before
things
change
again.

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slipping
and not even noticing
climbing
with my foot anchored down
crowded
with an empty mind
separated
segregated
integrated
- into something that i loathed
with the absense
fill the void
or, god forbid
numb the senses
sit/sat
stand/stood
move/moved
forward
back
up
down
I can't even recollect
it's all a blur

Compantionship

a hand to hold?
someone to talk to?
someone to hold you?
someone to sing with?
Someone to laugh with?A shoulder to cry on?
A love seat was made for two.
A couch was made for three.
Dinner sets come in four.
Look around the kitchen, single servings.
Look around the living room, empty.
The only company that is always there is my music.
"We've only just begun, to live.
"White lace and promises,
"a kiss for luck and we're on our way."

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But how can i stop?
When the rush is beyond me?
Bask in the sun
run through the air
every move spontaneous
till
-time stops
Wandering around
you must remember me
maybe you loved me
-another life
-not now
But how can i stop
when the rush is from you.

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Time

Tinkerbell once told me
I can fly if I want to
Match her happy thought
And exist in a memory

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A Mere Instance

The shape of your jay
Closing over mine
The space between your hand and me
You glow
Like fire in the night
Just enough like to watch

If the night could speak
If the trees whispered our secrets
Touch me again
Give them something to say

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